Bye-bye Restaurant City. It has officially closed. I gave all my items to my siblings. It’s fun; a bit laggy, but needs maintenance. I don’t think I’ve the time to play all that. Poker is still the best.
She: I have this friend, Mary. She’s with her boyfriend for like 4 or 5 years now; on and off. Then, she kinda fell in love with this guy, Ron. So, they slept together and initially Ron said, no strings attached. Apparently, Mary already liked him, but he didn’t like her; I mean yeah… just slept together, that’s all.
Serene: … okay, so her boyfriend didn’t say anything?
She: no. they’re very open and their relationship is like on and off, so yeah.
I think I’m living in year 1950s where people are still very traditional-minded. If I’m Mary, I think I’ll just cry myself to death. HAHAHA!!! Sex is a big deal to me; big, big deal. That guy is an idiot, but I guess Mary is no better. Aiyah… it’s up to the individual, you see. Everyone is so open about this issue now; perhaps I should accept it too?
Serene: everyone has a problem of their own, right?
She: yes; it all depends how you look at it. It’s your mindset, really.
Serene: hmmm… do you have problems? You seem so cheerful all the time.
She: I have mine… I broke many hearts; it’s bad. But, I can’t help it. I get bored easily. I can do a lot of things for a guy; even to surprise him in the middle of the night or things like that… but once my feelings fade, no matter how he tries to pull me back, he can’t. I’m like that. I just get bored easily lah.
HAHAHA... Sometimes you wished you can be like her, no? Save all the heartaches and those silly thoughts.
School was alright. I’m tired cuz I was home late last night. Thanks CK and Markie.
Cheyenne was really funny; kept complaining to me about how her boyfriend couldn’t book out and blah blah blah… I just laughed. HAHAHA!!!
I took bus with Yang. She’s really sweet. (: “SMS me if you need anything okay?”
You all are so sweet, yet… I’m so… AH, WHATEVER. I’m like so whatever lah. ROLL EYES.
I called Mom later on, asking where they were.
She told me off. :( I was really sad. I had quite a few problems now and there she went, scolding me. I know she cares. You know from whom I got all those mindsets from? Like being traditional-minded, confidence, cautiousness and all? All from her.
It’s true. Your upbringing determines your personality. She always tells me to be careful; to be weary of the eyes of outsiders… I am so cautious about whatever I do that I lose all confidence. I’m so afraid of what people might think about this and that. Right now, I'm trying hard to change.
I’m not blaming her; never will I. she reprimanded me for being home so late nowadays. I know she cares. I know it so well.
She probably doesn’t know that I don’t wanna stay at home because I’ll start thinking about nonsensical stuff. I need to be out with my friends. At these times, I try my best not to be alone. I always believe there’re 2 sides of us. Sometimes, the bad side wins, telling me to go everywhere by myself; it makes things worse isn’t it? The good side, tells me to just be happy and live the moment; spent time with my loved ones instead of wasting them away thinking of what could-have-been.
Many times, I lose to myself. I’m my greatest enemy.
I kept very quiet. I didn’t wanna talk back. I think it’s rude. Sometimes, I really cannot TAHAN. “What will people think of you if they see you out so late at night?! If it's me, I'll really despise that girl. You are a girl; not a guy!”
-_______- I’ve nothing to say, really. I told her I did nothing of that sort! AHHH WELL... “You still have a home, your parents… you can’t come home any time you like! You’re 22 already; still studying, don’t you know how to think logically?!”
So ironic; I’m 22 already… you know… tsk…
Yeah, I was really upset, I just cried. You know… that feeling… like… your dog passed away, you failed your exams and there your Mom… yelling at you… FEEL IT.
I’ve been having such crappy emotions lately! IT SUCKS. ARGH.
YOU THINK I LIKE TO BE EMO MEH?! I CAN BE VERY HAPPY ONE LOR! ARGH. I just don’t wanna pretend to be happy when I’m not.
After she finished, she said, “ah… ok, ok…”
I said nothing and I hung up.
Later on, my brother told me to meet them somewhere.
“You know, after she scolded you, she asked me to call you to meet us cuz she didn’t wanna call.”
This is the thing that is so wonderful about family. They’re angry with you, but it doesn’t last long; they’ll still bother and care about you regardless; unlike your friends or boyfriends or girlfriends; will ego, right?
Family = no ego; nothing to lose.
When I reached, my brother purposely sat in front so that Mom and I could sit together.
After that, everything was alright again… SHOPPING!!! AWESOME.
I FEEL HAPPY. I bought new undergarments! YAY; Pierre Cardin is awesome.
Doris: how come you chose these?
Serene: why? Cannot meh? I like mah…
Doris: this is so cute and this is like… sexy. HAHA!
Serene: yeah! Nice hor!
Doris: yeah, next time wear for your boyfriend.
Serene: ??????????? -_________-
Dennis: you’ve a boyfriend right?
Serene: no, I don’t.
Dennis: don’t bluff lah.
Serene: really!
Dennis: I know you have one.
Serene: really? Who is he?
Dennis: that Temasek Poly guy.
Serene: Who?
Dennis: alan?
Serene: no lah; we’re not together anymore.
Dennis: how come?
Serene: cuz I like fat boys like you!
Dennis: orh, I know… you like the Red Thread that guy!
Serene: yeah, Julian Hee!!!
Dennis: huh, he’s your boyfriend? Really ah?
Serene: yeah. HAHAHAHA!!!
That’s enough for now. Sorry, I know I’m really emotional. That proves I’m not one who takes things lightly? It’s good and bad, isn’t it? I hope I’ll love myself more. It’s really hard to be positive right now if you’re in my shoes, but life goes on. I'll think of a possible solution for one of my problem on Monday.
Thanks all for appreciating me. I feel it. Thanks for always reading my blog and for chatting me up, especially you. (:
Thanks you all for asking me out and stuff and for some random SMSes saying that I’m not alone. (:
Thanks. (:
I’ll off the playlist for a while… till I feel better.
Good night and rest well. (:
Looking forward to tomorrow!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Life.
It was raining quite heavily yesterday. Still, I managed to get outta the house without getting drenched. It wasn’t as heavy after that.
I saw her on my way to school. I so admire her happy-go-lucky personality as if she doesn’t worry about anything.
Serene: who’s that guy?
Her: oh, some guy I’m dating.
Serene: okay. Hmmm… are you guys gonna be together?
Her: I don’t think so; it’s just some sorta like… you can just let go anytime that kind.
Serene: HAHAHA… Okay…
Her: DON’T LEARN FROM ME.
Serene: hahaha!!! Why?!
Her: cuz it’s not good. If you can’t move on yet, just don’t learn from me.
Serene: what makes you think I’ll learn from you?
Her: no; just in case. I’m just telling you not to learn from me cuz it’s not good.
I couldn’t really pay attention during lecture. Suddenly, I felt stressed. My friends asked why I looked so calm and collected. I’ve no idea.
I didn’t meet CX in the end as he couldn’t book out last minute; something cropped up in camp, I supposed. It's okay, I'll see him next week with the rest of the people. So, I went straight to town to meet CK and Markie; peak hour, they took longer than usual to arrive.
I did a little shopping at Heeren. I bought a belt, randomly. I so dislike Heeren, but I'm overcoming my fear. I dislike a lot of places actually. But the thought of overcoming that fear has not been successful.
We had dinner at yeah… Shokudo, basement.
CK then drove to Clarke Quay. She made my heart jumped multiple times cuz she almost knocked into cars and suddenly applied breaks. -_- Parking at Liang Court and she “bua” Mark’s car against the wall. I’ve nothing to say. LOL. She felt really bad about it, but Markie still smiled. HAHA… that idiot. I wonder.
Markie’s friend was in the car with us; he’s quite nice. After that, all of them smoked. HAHA. I felt so darn extra.
I got to know another friend of theirs. She was quite drunk. She looks really innocent and all but she’s a hardcore clubber. HAHA… are girls like that nowadays? She smokes too.
Serene: how does it feel like to smoke?
CK: Hmmm… just smoke lor.
Serene: nice or not?
CK: -shakes head vigorously-
Serene: why? HAHA
CK: Don’t learn lah you; I don’t wanna teach you bad things.
Serene: Oh, but she smokes too.
CK: Don’t learn lah; I’m a bad girl; she’s worst. We all are bad girls. You’re a good girl, don’t learn.
Good girl. LOL. Am I? so weird huh… friends are always protecting me from stuff they feel that it’s not good; why can’t I even protect myself?
We had dessert at this… hmmm… starts with ‘N’. I can’t remember the name. it’s in between Rebel and Luna. We wanted to go to Rebel, but changed plan. Markie brought us to a pub at East Coast instead; Beach Cabana. east coast. lol
We played a few games and talked quite a bit. HAHA… I really cannot take liquor; even if it’s beer; I can’t. tsk. I couldn’t finish it. I just took a glass+++, that’s all I could take. Beer makes you feel nauseous and CK vomited.
I still think that night was really funny; Char's party at Butter. I didn't get to dance and I just slept all the way. So lame. Yeah, I mean me.
I don’t know if I should believe in all those things. I don’t know that I’m so LIKE THIS. Okay, I know. I know it too well; I know it till it hurts so much.
Life hasn’t been good. I tried a lot; many. But, they all aren’t mine. Each time, I get so disappointed. I want to break down. I don’t know if I should try again. It’s not the first time already. :( I’m sad. When you’re already sad and another thing comes by; double the blow. I can’t take this. It’s too cruel.
I tried my best to understand, but at this state I’m in now, I can’t understand anything.
There’re so many things on my mind; so many things waiting for me.
But, I just keep falling back to the same old game.
I wasn’t mean to anyone. I asked if I was; they told me I wasn’t and it was the right thing to do. At least… at least… sigh. Why? There’s no answer to it.
Things should never have started in the first place and I won’t feel so shitty right now.
I don’t know what to do.
I feel like a loser.
You can take it away, yes… but I hope you won’t double my pain or maybe triple. I’ve had enough.
My tears are forming, for whichever reasons; I’m not sure. I’ve too many things to handle at one go. I don’t know where to start.
I don’t know what is genuine happiness anymore.
Once again, my life hit rock bottom.
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
Takes me away from this place.
I saw her on my way to school. I so admire her happy-go-lucky personality as if she doesn’t worry about anything.
Serene: who’s that guy?
Her: oh, some guy I’m dating.
Serene: okay. Hmmm… are you guys gonna be together?
Her: I don’t think so; it’s just some sorta like… you can just let go anytime that kind.
Serene: HAHAHA… Okay…
Her: DON’T LEARN FROM ME.
Serene: hahaha!!! Why?!
Her: cuz it’s not good. If you can’t move on yet, just don’t learn from me.
Serene: what makes you think I’ll learn from you?
Her: no; just in case. I’m just telling you not to learn from me cuz it’s not good.
I couldn’t really pay attention during lecture. Suddenly, I felt stressed. My friends asked why I looked so calm and collected. I’ve no idea.
I didn’t meet CX in the end as he couldn’t book out last minute; something cropped up in camp, I supposed. It's okay, I'll see him next week with the rest of the people. So, I went straight to town to meet CK and Markie; peak hour, they took longer than usual to arrive.
I did a little shopping at Heeren. I bought a belt, randomly. I so dislike Heeren, but I'm overcoming my fear. I dislike a lot of places actually. But the thought of overcoming that fear has not been successful.
We had dinner at yeah… Shokudo, basement.
CK then drove to Clarke Quay. She made my heart jumped multiple times cuz she almost knocked into cars and suddenly applied breaks. -_- Parking at Liang Court and she “bua” Mark’s car against the wall. I’ve nothing to say. LOL. She felt really bad about it, but Markie still smiled. HAHA… that idiot. I wonder.
Markie’s friend was in the car with us; he’s quite nice. After that, all of them smoked. HAHA. I felt so darn extra.
I got to know another friend of theirs. She was quite drunk. She looks really innocent and all but she’s a hardcore clubber. HAHA… are girls like that nowadays? She smokes too.
Serene: how does it feel like to smoke?
CK: Hmmm… just smoke lor.
Serene: nice or not?
CK: -shakes head vigorously-
Serene: why? HAHA
CK: Don’t learn lah you; I don’t wanna teach you bad things.
Serene: Oh, but she smokes too.
CK: Don’t learn lah; I’m a bad girl; she’s worst. We all are bad girls. You’re a good girl, don’t learn.
Good girl. LOL. Am I? so weird huh… friends are always protecting me from stuff they feel that it’s not good; why can’t I even protect myself?
We had dessert at this… hmmm… starts with ‘N’. I can’t remember the name. it’s in between Rebel and Luna. We wanted to go to Rebel, but changed plan. Markie brought us to a pub at East Coast instead; Beach Cabana. east coast. lol
We played a few games and talked quite a bit. HAHA… I really cannot take liquor; even if it’s beer; I can’t. tsk. I couldn’t finish it. I just took a glass+++, that’s all I could take. Beer makes you feel nauseous and CK vomited.
I still think that night was really funny; Char's party at Butter. I didn't get to dance and I just slept all the way. So lame. Yeah, I mean me.
I don’t know if I should believe in all those things. I don’t know that I’m so LIKE THIS. Okay, I know. I know it too well; I know it till it hurts so much.
Life hasn’t been good. I tried a lot; many. But, they all aren’t mine. Each time, I get so disappointed. I want to break down. I don’t know if I should try again. It’s not the first time already. :( I’m sad. When you’re already sad and another thing comes by; double the blow. I can’t take this. It’s too cruel.
I tried my best to understand, but at this state I’m in now, I can’t understand anything.
There’re so many things on my mind; so many things waiting for me.
But, I just keep falling back to the same old game.
I wasn’t mean to anyone. I asked if I was; they told me I wasn’t and it was the right thing to do. At least… at least… sigh. Why? There’s no answer to it.
Things should never have started in the first place and I won’t feel so shitty right now.
I don’t know what to do.
I feel like a loser.
You can take it away, yes… but I hope you won’t double my pain or maybe triple. I’ve had enough.
My tears are forming, for whichever reasons; I’m not sure. I’ve too many things to handle at one go. I don’t know where to start.
I don’t know what is genuine happiness anymore.
Once again, my life hit rock bottom.
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
Takes me away from this place.
Friday, July 10, 2009
TODAY.
. said (11:38):
i cried like siao
in my room
hahaa
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi said (11:38):
u really siao
. said (11:38):
been controlling for too long
my mom says *censored*
haiz
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi said (11:39):
aiyo eh
. said (11:39):
she says "*censored* lor, now you know?"
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi said (11:58):
hmm, agree with aunty. Guess this is what *censored*
never think, still will cry meh?
. says (13:15):
hahaha
yeah
still do
a little
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:36):
u are back here
haha
. says (13:37):
yeah
you received my text?
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:38):
yup
i jus saw it
hmm
what time will u stay there til
?
. says (13:39):
i dunno
my interview is at 3
hahaha
you free or not
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:40):
hmm
i only meeting andrew and laoda for dinner for 1 hour at 7 plus 8. after that they going back to work le
i will be very free
. says (13:42):
then i come home first lor
after that then i meet you
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:43):
u wan i meet u at airport then u also join us for dinner?
. says (13:45):
hmmmm
okie hao
then i think my interview
maybe till like 3+
then i wait for you lorrrrrrrrrr
AHAHH
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:45):
haha
hmm
1 hour plus there what u gonna do there leh?
Lol
. says (13:46):
I DON'T KNOWWWWWWWWWWW
HAHA
maybe i slowly walk
maybe walk walk walk
jiu walk to school le
hahahah
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:46):
haha
sounds so emo leh
haha
. says (13:47):
hahaha
i always so emo
but my blog that song
is super super ultimately emo
thinking too much
is like
taking a toll on me
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:50):
u always tell me u can control ah
. says (13:50):
restrict my progression in life
you know what
right
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:50):
hmm
when u think, u think alone right?
. says (13:50):
i know it so well too
yeah
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:50):
thats the prob
u think urself then u never control
in the end hurt urself
talk to me or xiao han
we can stop u from thinking so much
dun let ur imagination run wild
i used to think too much also, but i control
. says (13:53):
hahaha
okieeeeeeeeeee
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:53):
dun sit there listen to emo songs
. says (13:53):
then sit on bus how?
Ahhaha
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:53):
confirm run like siao
haha
sit bus ah
u dare u talk to the one beside u lo
say
"hey how are you, i am serene. I am ur new fren"
like that lo
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:53):
hahahha
siao
LOL!
SIAO
WTFFFFFFFFFF
HHA
i'll text you lah
k
hahaha
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:54):
haha
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:54):
i'm going out now
but i wearing heels lah
i scared if i wear heels
pain leh
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:55):
haha
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:55):
how ah
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:55):
lol
seee see
think think think
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:55):
ok heck
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:55):
wear lo
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:55):
I WEAR HEELS
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:55):
pain then decide later
haha
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:55):
OK
steady
but
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:55):
but ur head
still but
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:55):
my house so hot to walk out
tsk
later all look at me
cuz i damn chio
HAHAHAHA!!!
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:55):
HAHA!
thats right
damn chio
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:56):
I LAUGHING LIKE MAD
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:56):
lol
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:56):
LOL
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:56):
cannot emo
emo not chio
like kns
faster go la
later late
Serene - i accept my fate too, Fer. says (13:56):
I WON'T LATE
BYE
cerise - so irritating... - mooshi says (13:56):
beybey
Okay, I was darn dumb last night. Tsk… I held it and refuse to let go. My sister put it on the table when she woke up. I slept with it beside me. LOL. How dumb. Why did I even think of that? I guess 只有我会这样做。TSK…
I took cab to airport. HAHAHAHA!!! I rarely cab liao okie! My school is so far, cannot cab, I will die.
Everything ended at like 15:20 cuz I was early. I walked damn slowly… it’s quite a nice feeling being by yourself lah.
I didn’t go home in the end… I felt like walking and just spending some time alone. I went to T3 and sat at the viewing mall for an hour plus; so emo hor me? HAHAHA!!!
I could see my house from T3, viewing mall. It’s a nice feeling. How I wished I could walk home; I was too lazy to go anywhere else.
I left at about 16:45. Luckily, my heels didn’t hurt me; love it. (: yeah, yeah it’s 4 inches. Perhaps next time, I’ll try 5 inches one. Heh heh. I walked around Tampines 1; looking for earpiece!!! I don’t know which one is the best, so I didn’t buy any! :( Then I went to the taxi-stand once Mooshi arrived!
We went to Courts, but they’ve so little stock. Bleah. IKEA’s hotdog bun is awesome when you’re hungry hor?
Dinner with her boyfriend and Laoda after that. Then, Mooshi and I went to Bark Café; my favourite hang-out cuz it’s so damn near my place.
I still love the chicken wings. ^-^
The beer girl talked to me while Mooshi was in the washroom; she’s really friendly and nice.
Girl: where’s your friend?
Serene: oh, she’s at the washroom.
Girl: where do you live? Around here?
Serene: yeah, my house is just there and my friend lives in Tampines. You?
Girl: oh, my house is really far; I live in Toa Payoh.
Serene: wah, that’s far. How old are you?
Girl: oh, I’m older than you all lah; you are 20, right?
Serene: no lah; I’m already 22.
Girl: I’m 25. Are you studying now?
Serene: yes, I’m with SIM.
Girl: oh… what course?
Serene: business lor.
Girl: times are bad now right? But it's good to study lah.
Serene: yeah, but hmmm… degree is important
Girl: Oh, you can be an air-stewardess!
Serene: haha… I’m not tall enough; I’m only 1.57
Girl: huh… really? Don’t look like leh.
Serene: I’m wearing heels, that’s why.
Girl: but, still don’t look like it; you look much taller. Anyway, you can try it out cuz sometimes it’s not just about height but appearance as well.
Serene: haha… but they’re not recruiting this year, I think.
Girl: yeah, recession ma…
Then Mooshi came…
Girl: okay, have a good night and come again!
Serene: bye!
Auto-car is too easy; why was I afraid of it previously? Tsk… but that was really sweet can?! HAHAHA… I look so silly with my chin on my bottle and smiling to myself now; imagine it. HAHAHA!
I love my white jeans. ^-^ it’s nice! :D okay, so random.
Hmmm… school tomorrow at 15:30; can’t go to the earlier class anymore cuz there was spot check yesterday. I’d go somewhere on my own before that.
Hmmm… then… meet Chuan Xiang for dinner! He wanted to watch Transformers, but too bad lah! HAHAHA! Dinner will be good and he’ll pick me up from school! AWESOME! ^-^
Having someone picking you up from school is such a nice feeling leh; don’t you think so? HAHAHA!!! I wished my Dad does that lor; but it won’t happen anymore.
Then, after that… urm… clubbing with CK, Markie and his friend. I don’t know where we’d be going… hmmm… so packed tomorrow.
I think that’s about it; rough plan. Hmmm…
Mooshi, you know me best, right? As in… why things are like that, like that. HAHAHA!
Stop thinking too much, Serene. Tsk. It’s bad for health.
Kinda addicted to this song currently.
Bad Girl – Pussycat Dolls
I guess they know I'm bad, bad
I got a problem, gimme the money
Shopaholic's what they call 'em
my addiction, my prescription,
Gimme shoes and give me bags
How much you want I need 'em bad
All them girls be checking my bags
While they be biting my swags
I guess you know I'm Bad (Bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I got a problem (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promise (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promise
(bad bad bad bad bad bad) Bad
What a bad little girl I am
I got a problem (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promise (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promise
(bad bad bad bad bad bad)
Don't need no bargain, need no sale
I want the best I dress me well,
love Cavalli, dipped in Versace,
Chick ain't cheap and everybody knows
All them girls be checking my bags
While they be biting my swags
I guess you know I'm bad (bad)
(Bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I got a problem (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promise (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
(bad bad bad bad bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I got a problem (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promise (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
I need you to promïse
(bad bad bad bad bad bad)
PHOTOS SOON! BYE!
my eyes are tired. BAH!
Thursday, July 09, 2009
.
Just Let It Go - 4Tunes
never could imagine life without
from the moment you walked into my world
never knew how long a loving flame would burn
but losing you has forced me to learn
that we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
everytime i try to make a stand at all
i see your face again and i fall
in the middle of the night theres a scent of a rose
the smell of your perfume i suppose
but we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
maybe if we met each other under a different sky
maybe then things would be much better between you and i
(we could hold)
we can always hold on to this one special thing we share
but it would be to much for us to bare
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending there's nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
let it go let it go
A place where no one will see my tears.
never could imagine life without
from the moment you walked into my world
never knew how long a loving flame would burn
but losing you has forced me to learn
that we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
everytime i try to make a stand at all
i see your face again and i fall
in the middle of the night theres a scent of a rose
the smell of your perfume i suppose
but we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending theres nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
maybe if we met each other under a different sky
maybe then things would be much better between you and i
(we could hold)
we can always hold on to this one special thing we share
but it would be to much for us to bare
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending there's nothin wrong
lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know its better if we just let it go
let it go let it go
A place where no one will see my tears.
Keeping everything inside.
Mom was really pissed with me in the morning. Yes, I was in the wrong. I won’t do it again.
Yang is so sweet. :) She bought roses for me. HAHAHA! I was damn shocked. She’s really sweet. :)
“Nah, here, this is for you.”
Shocked.
“You look so sad nowadays, so I thought this might cheer you up.”
Yes, it does. :)
I guess they had nothing to do in lecture. HAHA! This guy sat right in front of me and they kept talking about him. -_- Yeah, yeah, the one whom we think is quite not-bad-looking.
“Eh, he drives!” Cheyenne wrote a note to me. -______-
-_- hao lian pok. LOL! I’ve nothing against him lah; but he seems to be the topic for them. HAHA!!! I can’t be bothered.
So many people during peak hour; I wanna die. I wished I drive. Zzz… my brown bag can’t be used anymore!!! Sad. It’s really nice and cheap leh! I like nice and durable stuff. Haiya… gotta part with it now.
Transformers was alright. Yes, she’s hot. HAHA! Her role is a little redundant lah and Mark told me they edited the scenes; to make her looks good. Okay, I still don’t believe she’s a he. HAHA!!! I just refuse to believe lor.
Anyway, that Robot girl who tried to hit on Sam is so hot. HAHAHA! Most guys won’t be able to resist the temptations lor; but he can… HAHAHA!!!
So tired after the movie. Thank you so much for the talk and company, the 2 of you! I’ll be fine! :)
Cabbed home with Mark and I think he’s matured a lot. HAHA!!! That’s good for him. :) “Hey you, don’t think so much ah…” was his last words for me before I got off the cab. Thanks so much.
Even Chris feels the same. I don’t know man. I think I’m dead. Is this how it’s supposed to be? This is the feeling, right?
She reminded me once, “one day, you’ll know how it feels like… one day you will.”
Tsk. It comes too soon already; I’m not prepared. But it’s okay. I keep falling down; but I’ve to get up and continue walking.
My brain is not my best friend at these times. It tends to think and think and think and think. I’ve better control of it now; thanks to all those who’re always beside me. Thanks so much. I’ve to divert my energy to somewhere else as deem fit.
I shall stop commenting on this for the moment. I’m sleepy now.
I think I shan’t torture myself? I’m supposed to go to 3 places tomorrow. I think I’ll just go to 1. Or else, I’ll really get damn tired. I wished I drive. ROLL EYES.
Wish things will go well for me for the rest of the dayssssssssssssss… :)
My cousin tagged me. I’ll do this short note…
That’s all. Good night! Hope all’s well for me tomorrow and that I’ll be happy!
Yang is so sweet. :) She bought roses for me. HAHAHA! I was damn shocked. She’s really sweet. :)
“Nah, here, this is for you.”
Shocked.
“You look so sad nowadays, so I thought this might cheer you up.”
Yes, it does. :)
I guess they had nothing to do in lecture. HAHA! This guy sat right in front of me and they kept talking about him. -_- Yeah, yeah, the one whom we think is quite not-bad-looking.
“Eh, he drives!” Cheyenne wrote a note to me. -______-
-_- hao lian pok. LOL! I’ve nothing against him lah; but he seems to be the topic for them. HAHA!!! I can’t be bothered.
So many people during peak hour; I wanna die. I wished I drive. Zzz… my brown bag can’t be used anymore!!! Sad. It’s really nice and cheap leh! I like nice and durable stuff. Haiya… gotta part with it now.
Transformers was alright. Yes, she’s hot. HAHA! Her role is a little redundant lah and Mark told me they edited the scenes; to make her looks good. Okay, I still don’t believe she’s a he. HAHA!!! I just refuse to believe lor.
Anyway, that Robot girl who tried to hit on Sam is so hot. HAHAHA! Most guys won’t be able to resist the temptations lor; but he can… HAHAHA!!!
So tired after the movie. Thank you so much for the talk and company, the 2 of you! I’ll be fine! :)
Cabbed home with Mark and I think he’s matured a lot. HAHA!!! That’s good for him. :) “Hey you, don’t think so much ah…” was his last words for me before I got off the cab. Thanks so much.
Even Chris feels the same. I don’t know man. I think I’m dead. Is this how it’s supposed to be? This is the feeling, right?
She reminded me once, “one day, you’ll know how it feels like… one day you will.”
Tsk. It comes too soon already; I’m not prepared. But it’s okay. I keep falling down; but I’ve to get up and continue walking.
My brain is not my best friend at these times. It tends to think and think and think and think. I’ve better control of it now; thanks to all those who’re always beside me. Thanks so much. I’ve to divert my energy to somewhere else as deem fit.
I shall stop commenting on this for the moment. I’m sleepy now.
I think I shan’t torture myself? I’m supposed to go to 3 places tomorrow. I think I’ll just go to 1. Or else, I’ll really get damn tired. I wished I drive. ROLL EYES.
Wish things will go well for me for the rest of the dayssssssssssssss… :)
My cousin tagged me. I’ll do this short note…
Wedding Plan
1. How old are you?
22
2. Are you single?
yup
3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
I want 28 lah; but I really don’t know. Haha. The things that I want may not necessarily be mine.
4. Do you think you'll b marrying the person you are with now?
not with anyone now.
5. if not, who do you want to marry?
someone who’ll love me, accepts me, trusts me, believes in me… someone who’s my everything.
6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
Hmmm… I SEE FIRST. HAHAHA!!!
7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Hmmm… I will discuss with my husband-to-be; not just for me to decide. Heh.
8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Hmmm… anywhere nice.
9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
Hmmm… I don’t know. Lol. Friends who’ll still be with me till then?
10. Will that include your exes?
yeah; if we’re still good friends.
11. How many layers of cake do you want?
Hmmm… I see first. HAHA.
12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
ALL-DAY, ALL-NIGHT. LOL! That day = ALL MINE. HAHA!
13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
My Valentine – Martina McBride.
From This Moment – Shania Twain.
14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
Anything also ok. HAHA!
15. Champagne or red wine?
Anything.
16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after, I guess. Gotta pack and do some stuff right? I can’t leave it to my parents hor?
17. Money or household items?
both.
18. How many kids would you like to have?
2, 3, 4… HAHAHA!!!
19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
YARRRRRRRR… sex tape? HAHAHA! okok, JUST KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG OMG.
20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
anyone (:
That’s all. Good night! Hope all’s well for me tomorrow and that I’ll be happy!
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Laughter.
I woke up at about 05:30 today. My sister woke me up; she said my alarm is damn annoying. HAHA! I went back to sleep while waiting for her to finish bathing.
Shortly, I sensed diarrhoea. HAHAHA! I ate the super sour fruit which my Mom’s friend bought for us when she went to Hatyai. It was awesome! I love it. It’s nice to take spicy and sour food when you’re not in the best of mood. HAHA!
So, I ‘lao sai’ lor… couldn’t go for orientation. I heard it wasn’t that fun; so… no regrets. HAHAHA!!! I’m not joining the camp or whatever. I guess I wanna keep low-profile for the rest of my stay in SIM. I think I was relatively high-profile in primary school, secondary school and poly; so, enough of it for now. Knowing too many people isn’t always good; trust me.
You’ve to pay 45 bucks to go for camp; how absurd. HAHAHA! Everything is about money huh. I can get a pretty dress with 45 bucks. HAHAHA! Anyway, I’m not against it lah; some people like to go, so why not? It’s their choice. For me, it’s a no-no. heh.
Luckily I felt better later on so I could go to class. I forgot to bring my card once and I didn’t tap, so my attendance wasn’t captured; kena marked absent lor. ROLL EYES. I think as long as we attend classes, we should have a choice of which time-slot we’d like to attend? I don’t know. Hmmm… even though my class is at 15:30, I always attend the 12:00 class. If I attend the 15:30 one, it’s until 18:30; by the time I got home… OMG… peak hour some more lor.
I can tap my card 30 minutes before class or within 1 hour of class; so I always tap at 15:00!!!
Yeah anyway, I forgot my card again today!!! If I’m marked absent again, I don’t have to sit for exams liao. I was waiting for the bus at the bus-stop already!!! And you know how far my house is from the bus-stop; no choice, I took cab in and asked him to drop me at Simei MRT.
He’s really nice. :)
I am so careless; I gotta be more careful next time.
Random: I love the lacy tube my cousin bought for me; super nice! :D
I think my posture is really bad nowadays; NEED TO CHANGE!!!
I talked to her.
“This is it,” she said.
I was quite shocked.
“I can see it in your eyes, now you know?”
Oh well…
“But, not to worry. Don’t focus on that. You’re a brilliant girl. Trust me, ok?”
I wanted to cry; not cuz I was sad but because I’m touched to have someone so wonderful like her.
Fer and Gary called me using 3G; HAHAHA!!! My first time on video-conference. It’s fun!!! I shall do this more often. Hehe… anyway, I’m always happy when I talk to them; for some reasons.
You know, sometimes, I wished I didn’t join Hey Gorgeous. But, if I didn’t, I won’t have the chance to meet the both of them.
I’ve never ever dreamed of being in HG. I don’t know why I’d be involved. HAHA! I guess I’ve to believe that many things are fated indeed.
I can’t wait for SIM welcome bash in a few weeks time!!! 30th July is it? ^-^ no lah, I don’t wanna know any new guys. I wanna see Butter one more time cuz I didn’t get to see it that time. HAHAHA!!! Yeah, I will not get drunk man, I don’t know a lot of people there, so yeah.
I’ll be going with the people whom I know, so… perhaps get to know some friend’s friends or something?! HAHAHA… I just wanna dance; I want flat boots. ROLL EYES.
Chris called and asked me to join them for REAL poker. Siao man… I don’t play real money; I don’t dare to ALL-IN. LOL! Oh, I’m watching Transformers tomorrow!!! YAY!!! ;D I am so excited. Heh heh. I need to talk to Chris; my full-time motivator.
I’m gonna try to work part-time and study. It’s something I’ve never done before. Now that I’m already 22, perhaps I should do something good for myself; find more meaningful stuff to do instead of cooping up at home, thinking of nonsense.
I’ll tell you when I get the job! And I owe Keith a thank-you meal! ^-^ hope I can get it and that I’ll be able to cope lah!
I haven’t laughed so hard for so long; tsk… what have I been doing? Yang is right… she is so right. I love her. I should talk to her more. I used to be practical, having a heck-care attitude like her; what happened, Serene? Tsk, tsk, tsk; you’re just so pathetic. ROLL EYES at yourself k.
Thanks CK, Wenna and Amy for the company; you guys are damn crazy. LOL! I’ll be looking forward to having such times again!!!
This is the 2nd time I received flowers from someone. I don’t know who; not many people know my address; I believe my friends aren’t so lame lor; you guys shy you give me flowers huh?! DON’T NONSENSE. I think it’s from the same person I got it from about 2 months ago.
Who’re you?
I can’t eat the flowers leh; how about some sour fruits from Hatyai instead? HAHAHA!!!
Anyway, thanks; made my day. YAY!
Happy birthday Fer. (:
Shortly, I sensed diarrhoea. HAHAHA! I ate the super sour fruit which my Mom’s friend bought for us when she went to Hatyai. It was awesome! I love it. It’s nice to take spicy and sour food when you’re not in the best of mood. HAHA!
So, I ‘lao sai’ lor… couldn’t go for orientation. I heard it wasn’t that fun; so… no regrets. HAHAHA!!! I’m not joining the camp or whatever. I guess I wanna keep low-profile for the rest of my stay in SIM. I think I was relatively high-profile in primary school, secondary school and poly; so, enough of it for now. Knowing too many people isn’t always good; trust me.
You’ve to pay 45 bucks to go for camp; how absurd. HAHAHA! Everything is about money huh. I can get a pretty dress with 45 bucks. HAHAHA! Anyway, I’m not against it lah; some people like to go, so why not? It’s their choice. For me, it’s a no-no. heh.
Luckily I felt better later on so I could go to class. I forgot to bring my card once and I didn’t tap, so my attendance wasn’t captured; kena marked absent lor. ROLL EYES. I think as long as we attend classes, we should have a choice of which time-slot we’d like to attend? I don’t know. Hmmm… even though my class is at 15:30, I always attend the 12:00 class. If I attend the 15:30 one, it’s until 18:30; by the time I got home… OMG… peak hour some more lor.
I can tap my card 30 minutes before class or within 1 hour of class; so I always tap at 15:00!!!
Yeah anyway, I forgot my card again today!!! If I’m marked absent again, I don’t have to sit for exams liao. I was waiting for the bus at the bus-stop already!!! And you know how far my house is from the bus-stop; no choice, I took cab in and asked him to drop me at Simei MRT.
He’s really nice. :)
I am so careless; I gotta be more careful next time.
Random: I love the lacy tube my cousin bought for me; super nice! :D
I think my posture is really bad nowadays; NEED TO CHANGE!!!
I talked to her.
“This is it,” she said.
I was quite shocked.
“I can see it in your eyes, now you know?”
Oh well…
“But, not to worry. Don’t focus on that. You’re a brilliant girl. Trust me, ok?”
I wanted to cry; not cuz I was sad but because I’m touched to have someone so wonderful like her.
Fer and Gary called me using 3G; HAHAHA!!! My first time on video-conference. It’s fun!!! I shall do this more often. Hehe… anyway, I’m always happy when I talk to them; for some reasons.
You know, sometimes, I wished I didn’t join Hey Gorgeous. But, if I didn’t, I won’t have the chance to meet the both of them.
I’ve never ever dreamed of being in HG. I don’t know why I’d be involved. HAHA! I guess I’ve to believe that many things are fated indeed.
I can’t wait for SIM welcome bash in a few weeks time!!! 30th July is it? ^-^ no lah, I don’t wanna know any new guys. I wanna see Butter one more time cuz I didn’t get to see it that time. HAHAHA!!! Yeah, I will not get drunk man, I don’t know a lot of people there, so yeah.
I’ll be going with the people whom I know, so… perhaps get to know some friend’s friends or something?! HAHAHA… I just wanna dance; I want flat boots. ROLL EYES.
Chris called and asked me to join them for REAL poker. Siao man… I don’t play real money; I don’t dare to ALL-IN. LOL! Oh, I’m watching Transformers tomorrow!!! YAY!!! ;D I am so excited. Heh heh. I need to talk to Chris; my full-time motivator.
I’m gonna try to work part-time and study. It’s something I’ve never done before. Now that I’m already 22, perhaps I should do something good for myself; find more meaningful stuff to do instead of cooping up at home, thinking of nonsense.
I’ll tell you when I get the job! And I owe Keith a thank-you meal! ^-^ hope I can get it and that I’ll be able to cope lah!
I haven’t laughed so hard for so long; tsk… what have I been doing? Yang is right… she is so right. I love her. I should talk to her more. I used to be practical, having a heck-care attitude like her; what happened, Serene? Tsk, tsk, tsk; you’re just so pathetic. ROLL EYES at yourself k.
Thanks CK, Wenna and Amy for the company; you guys are damn crazy. LOL! I’ll be looking forward to having such times again!!!
This is the 2nd time I received flowers from someone. I don’t know who; not many people know my address; I believe my friends aren’t so lame lor; you guys shy you give me flowers huh?! DON’T NONSENSE. I think it’s from the same person I got it from about 2 months ago.
Who’re you?
I can’t eat the flowers leh; how about some sour fruits from Hatyai instead? HAHAHA!!!
Anyway, thanks; made my day. YAY!
Happy birthday Fer. (:
Monday, July 06, 2009
You are not alone.
Sometimes I wonder if you even remember that I existed. Is it because I didn’t put in effort? Is it because I get jealous and I’m too sensitive? I hope I’m not this sensitive. I care about feelings of others a lot. It’s just because I’ve experienced that kind of pain, so I don’t want to do things to hurt people. What I’m saying is… a friend. You can’t help it for love. It’s just different. You can’t force love, I understand.
However, I know that I can make efforts for friends. I know you’re really nice, but… hmmm… I don’t know anymore. You’re busy with your own life and I’m busy with mine. I don’t deny that whenever I’m with you, there’s invisible stress. That’s bad, isn’t it?
If I were to bring a friend to meet my group of friends or my boyfriend or anyone new to the group, I’d never ever leave that person alone. I know how awkward it feels. Whenever I went, I’d bring that person with me. I know how lonely that feeling is; when someone who brought you to a party full of strangers and suddenly just walked off like that with their own friends, telling you to explore the place and that he/she will come back for you shortly. It’s never ‘shortly.’ It felt like forever, isn't it? Very soon, that person got too engross in his/her thing that he/she forgot about you; making you feel so bad for being a burden. You wished you could disappear right away.
You know how that feels, right? I’m sure sometimes, you’re unaware that you do such things to people. I will not.
I am sure that I will not. For, I’ll hold their hands. :) So that, I’ll never forget. It’s amazing sometimes that you can read his/her emotions via his/her eyes. “Don’t leave me,” they say.
Of course I’ve been through such sucky situations. It sucks and it hurts. And it somehow tells how careful that person is. I normally get quite disappointed, but I’ll not tell them anything.
When I see a friend standing alone, I’ll go over to talk to him/her instead of joining in the fun with the bigger crowds.
Mom told us her love story with Dad again. LOL. She always talks to me about marriages. It’s scary. I may get married in like… a few years time?! How scary… time passes by too quickly. I wished I could stop the clock from ticking during those happy times and I wanna fast-forward those sad moments. I want to fast-forward NOW!
She told me it’s better to date shorter for like 1 or 2 years and then get married. The longer you date; more prone to “get sianed”. LOL!
“When you’re 27 or 28… 是就是，不是就不是咯。 Then just get married. When you’re over 30, you won't feel like getting married anymore.”
Haiya… life really starts when we’re married, right? So scary. HAHAHA! I can’t imagine those times when I’m older… when I reread all my entries. Will I think I was stupid?
Yeah, as I was saying previously, they date via letters for about 2 years. After Dad came back to Singapore, he went to find Mom again; then they went Phuket to pak tor. The 3rd time they met, Mom brought Dad back to visit my grandparents. Such a capable young man like Dad; how could he not catch the hearts of the elders, right? HAHA.
The 4th time they met, Dad brought her to meet Ah Gong.
Mom told me that… they met for 3 times and date via letters and then… ROM. Lol!!!
“You know how your Dad addressed me in letters? Hello dear… he said.”
HAHAHAHA!!!
“it’s hard for people to change. A guy who’s chee hong, will always chee hong. It’s just like food; now I ask you to eat something you hate, will you? Most probably you won’t.”
“I used to hate green tea and vegetables. I like them now!”
“Aiyah… it depends. To me, it’s hard for people to change generally. Your Dad is not romantic at all! He doesn’t remember our ROM date, my birthday; valentine’s day, no gift no nothing. Since he doesn’t care much, I don’t care too lor. Married couple, don’t need to 计较 so much. 生气一下子就好了。Next time you’ve to tell your husband… whenever one is angry, don’t ever step out of the house. Once you’re not stable, you’ll go outside do nonsense. Just fight in the house lor. It all depends whether that person is willing to accept you or not. Dad is not romantic, yes… I accept him. My temper is really bad; he knows… he accepts me. Sometimes your Dad will randomly say, EH… how come nowadays you more and more kuai lan, not like before ah? Marriage and dating is two very different thing, you’ve to understand.”
And she always tells me repeatedly that love is nothing nowadays; money is. Let’s say I like some 阿猫阿狗 and I’ve an income of my own. If we’re together, I’ve to suffer, right? I rather suffer myself than to carry unwanted burden. I think you know what I mean right?
“Number 1; career. If he doesn’t have, 你要来做么？ Open your eyes.”
So taxing. ROLL EYES. What is life? A cycle?
When will we be truly happy? When we’ve income, family of our own? Working our asses off? What is life?
Can happiness be permanent? Just like the evergreen tree which does not lose its leaves in winter. I know we must all have a fair share of both happiness and sadness. Can’t we have less sadness in our lives? It’s too torturing isn’t it?
Ah… I feel like going somewhere… far…
Mooshi drove to my place at 22:00+ yesterday night. We spent some time talking again. We love Pasir Ris park. LOL! Perhaps cuz other places give us too painful memories.
“一切是为了谁，他都不晓得。”
Home at about 00:15+… raining… tsk.
I met Xiaohan for breakfast at Simei; 08:30. I reached at 08:35. HAHA! He reached at 08:15; OMG, he is so disgusting can. LOL! XD jia you for your date later uh!!! ^-^
Thinking too much is bad; that’s my weakest point, if you don’t know. It’s killing me. I will change. I will try my best; FIGHTING! Thanks those who’re always by my side; you know who you are, don’t need to say.
And this quote is so true, don’t you think so?
Expecting too much from someone who doesn't really care is really hurting. People come and go...
I found it in Grace's blog. I was blog-hopping; visiting blogs I link. (:
Looking outside my window, it's raining again. I don't know if I should love or hate the view; it's exceptionally nice and exceptionally emo.
I love this song. My 毛站 when I listened to it. HAHA! I feel nice and calm? Although the song is a little sad...
I'm gonna study now... Perhaps a jog when the rain stops.
However, I know that I can make efforts for friends. I know you’re really nice, but… hmmm… I don’t know anymore. You’re busy with your own life and I’m busy with mine. I don’t deny that whenever I’m with you, there’s invisible stress. That’s bad, isn’t it?
If I were to bring a friend to meet my group of friends or my boyfriend or anyone new to the group, I’d never ever leave that person alone. I know how awkward it feels. Whenever I went, I’d bring that person with me. I know how lonely that feeling is; when someone who brought you to a party full of strangers and suddenly just walked off like that with their own friends, telling you to explore the place and that he/she will come back for you shortly. It’s never ‘shortly.’ It felt like forever, isn't it? Very soon, that person got too engross in his/her thing that he/she forgot about you; making you feel so bad for being a burden. You wished you could disappear right away.
You know how that feels, right? I’m sure sometimes, you’re unaware that you do such things to people. I will not.
I am sure that I will not. For, I’ll hold their hands. :) So that, I’ll never forget. It’s amazing sometimes that you can read his/her emotions via his/her eyes. “Don’t leave me,” they say.
Of course I’ve been through such sucky situations. It sucks and it hurts. And it somehow tells how careful that person is. I normally get quite disappointed, but I’ll not tell them anything.
When I see a friend standing alone, I’ll go over to talk to him/her instead of joining in the fun with the bigger crowds.
Mom told us her love story with Dad again. LOL. She always talks to me about marriages. It’s scary. I may get married in like… a few years time?! How scary… time passes by too quickly. I wished I could stop the clock from ticking during those happy times and I wanna fast-forward those sad moments. I want to fast-forward NOW!
She told me it’s better to date shorter for like 1 or 2 years and then get married. The longer you date; more prone to “get sianed”. LOL!
“When you’re 27 or 28… 是就是，不是就不是咯。 Then just get married. When you’re over 30, you won't feel like getting married anymore.”
Haiya… life really starts when we’re married, right? So scary. HAHAHA! I can’t imagine those times when I’m older… when I reread all my entries. Will I think I was stupid?
Yeah, as I was saying previously, they date via letters for about 2 years. After Dad came back to Singapore, he went to find Mom again; then they went Phuket to pak tor. The 3rd time they met, Mom brought Dad back to visit my grandparents. Such a capable young man like Dad; how could he not catch the hearts of the elders, right? HAHA.
The 4th time they met, Dad brought her to meet Ah Gong.
Mom told me that… they met for 3 times and date via letters and then… ROM. Lol!!!
“You know how your Dad addressed me in letters? Hello dear… he said.”
HAHAHAHA!!!
“it’s hard for people to change. A guy who’s chee hong, will always chee hong. It’s just like food; now I ask you to eat something you hate, will you? Most probably you won’t.”
“I used to hate green tea and vegetables. I like them now!”
“Aiyah… it depends. To me, it’s hard for people to change generally. Your Dad is not romantic at all! He doesn’t remember our ROM date, my birthday; valentine’s day, no gift no nothing. Since he doesn’t care much, I don’t care too lor. Married couple, don’t need to 计较 so much. 生气一下子就好了。Next time you’ve to tell your husband… whenever one is angry, don’t ever step out of the house. Once you’re not stable, you’ll go outside do nonsense. Just fight in the house lor. It all depends whether that person is willing to accept you or not. Dad is not romantic, yes… I accept him. My temper is really bad; he knows… he accepts me. Sometimes your Dad will randomly say, EH… how come nowadays you more and more kuai lan, not like before ah? Marriage and dating is two very different thing, you’ve to understand.”
And she always tells me repeatedly that love is nothing nowadays; money is. Let’s say I like some 阿猫阿狗 and I’ve an income of my own. If we’re together, I’ve to suffer, right? I rather suffer myself than to carry unwanted burden. I think you know what I mean right?
“Number 1; career. If he doesn’t have, 你要来做么？ Open your eyes.”
So taxing. ROLL EYES. What is life? A cycle?
When will we be truly happy? When we’ve income, family of our own? Working our asses off? What is life?
Can happiness be permanent? Just like the evergreen tree which does not lose its leaves in winter. I know we must all have a fair share of both happiness and sadness. Can’t we have less sadness in our lives? It’s too torturing isn’t it?
Ah… I feel like going somewhere… far…
.
.
.
Breathtaking alpine scenery.
.
.
Breathtaking alpine scenery.
Mooshi drove to my place at 22:00+ yesterday night. We spent some time talking again. We love Pasir Ris park. LOL! Perhaps cuz other places give us too painful memories.
“一切是为了谁，他都不晓得。”
Home at about 00:15+… raining… tsk.
I met Xiaohan for breakfast at Simei; 08:30. I reached at 08:35. HAHA! He reached at 08:15; OMG, he is so disgusting can. LOL! XD jia you for your date later uh!!! ^-^
Thinking too much is bad; that’s my weakest point, if you don’t know. It’s killing me. I will change. I will try my best; FIGHTING! Thanks those who’re always by my side; you know who you are, don’t need to say.
And this quote is so true, don’t you think so?
Expecting too much from someone who doesn't really care is really hurting. People come and go...
I found it in Grace's blog. I was blog-hopping; visiting blogs I link. (:
Looking outside my window, it's raining again. I don't know if I should love or hate the view; it's exceptionally nice and exceptionally emo.
I love this song. My 毛站 when I listened to it. HAHA! I feel nice and calm? Although the song is a little sad...
You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...
I'm gonna study now... Perhaps a jog when the rain stops.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Thailand 1.
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:31):
eh megan fox is really a man ah?
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:31):
YAH
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:31):
serious?!
i don't believe
hahaa
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:32):
megan fox was a man
FUCK!
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:33):
are you serious
bt her voice
like girl
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:33):
i am fucking sad
can alter de mah
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:33):
really?!
can ah?
got such thing?
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:33):
change the voice box
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:34):
WAH I DIDN'T KNOW
can't believe it
ahhaa
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:34):
hahahhaa
now u know
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:35):
how you know it's true
maybe they anyhow say
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:35):
but my dream hottie dashed le
i read online
alot of reports
go google it
nvm
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:35):
but maybe she just say say nia
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:35):
ferynn is my hottie!
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:35):
whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:35):
^^
LOL
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:35):
ROLL EYES TO THE MAX
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:35):
HAHAHHAA eh ferynn really very hot what
no meh?
esp when she tie hair
i think the neck very sexy
LOL
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:36):
yes yes, she is. esp when she gets all excited and tries to talk. hahaha
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:36):
HAHAHAHA
no no
that one not
lol
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:36):
hahaha!!!!
i find that cute
hahaha
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:36):
too chatty
yah cute
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:36):
then i'll laugh to myself
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:36):
=D
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:36):
lol
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:36):
she always like that one
if u noticed
HAAHHA
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:36):
her pattern mah
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:36):
damn funny
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:36):
hahahhaa
she 1st day like that with me liao
tsk tsk hahahahhaa
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:37):
her eyes will sparkle when she gets excited
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:37):
yeah
she will like
YAH YAH!!!
hahahah
then open big big
and talk talk talk talk
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:37):
HAHAHHA
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:37):
LOL!
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:37):
damn funny!!!!!!!!!
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:37):
hahahah i'm laughing now too!
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:37):
i wanna peng lo
u got go the pasir ris dog farm before?
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:42):
i nvrrrrrrrrrrrrr
hahaha
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:42):
was thinking of going there tmr afternoon
with her
u wanna go?
oh yah u got sch
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:43):
YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT TIME you going
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:44):
i also dunno leh
most probably after 2pm?
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:45):
my class is till 3
i will be at clementi
-_-
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:45):
hmm
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:45):
when i reach east, i'll call you or sth
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:45):
also can ah
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:45):
ahaha
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:45):
we fetch u den go?
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:47):
WAH!
OKAY!
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:48):
confirm with u again
coz maybe we dun have car
=(
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:48):
okie; can
it's alright!
i like to take bus anyway
haha
you all can go first
then i go find you
ToFu ☑ Transformers is Awesome! ☑ ❤ Ferynn ☑ Needs a Job says (14:51):
=D
是我多心了。我每次都这样。哎。。。要改，要改。
I went out with Fer and Gary to dog farm at Pasir Ris yesterday. They came to pick me up at SIM; I was so happy even though I was really tired; I slept at 05:00-07:30 only.
Mooshi asked me why I woke up so early. Well, if there’s something in mind, you can’t have a peaceful sleep one, hor?
Yeah… while walking out of school, I was smiling away; heh heh.
They bought a dog. Her name is HAPPY! HAHAHA! So cute hor… Nice name for it, Tofu. “Fer will emo everytime, so this dog will remind her to be happy!”
I love big dogs. HAHA… when I earn my own income, I’ll get one.
It was really a fun outing. :) I love you both.
After that, they came over to my place! ^-^
Tofu asked me to put my tagboard up; okay lor. Haiya, I’m not gonna bother about those stupid comments lor. I'll still put up the comments box... if you want to give me long, long comments k... :)
Mooshi came to meet me after her work. I just want her to be happy, no matter what. I hope both of us won’t have any more miseries. HAHA! It was really funny;
Serene, “哎。。。我们的命。。。”
Mooshi, “。。。好苦啊。。。”
HAHAHAHA!!! No wonder we’re best friends, hor? HAHAHA.
mark says (14:56):
hoi!
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:56):
hoi!
you saw my blog? hahaha
mark says (14:56):
free next sat to watch transformer?
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:56):
eeee
dun want sat leh
weekdays can or not
mark says (14:56):
haven't... and megan fox is not a man ~
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:56):
really
so many people say
i dunno if i shld believe
hahaha
mark says (14:57):
that's why i'm here to dispel this lie! she is not a guy
too hot to be one lol
:X
ehm i go ask chris again and get back to you
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:58):
is it true
so is she a man?
hahaha
mark says (14:59):
nooope, not a guy
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:59):
how'd you know
mark says (14:59):
that rumour came about when during an interview she stated she felt like a guy in a girl'sbody
the gossip tabs then seized the opportunity to twist her words
i went to check it up
Serene. earpiece ): says (14:59):
yeah but there was a site
which really says it
http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/
mark says (15:02):
http://slackerchic.blogspot.com/2009/02/megan-fox-not-man.html
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:04):
i dunno which one is true
haha
mark says (15:08):
-.-
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:09):
hahahhaha
WHATTTTTTTTT
mark says (15:09):
its a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean she's
LOL
its...
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:09):
hahahaha
how sure are you
mark says (15:09):
ALL IN
hahaha
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:10):
A
WHATEVER
LOL!
mark says (15:10):
: P
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:10):
that's funny hahaahah
mark says (15:10):
ofc im a hilarious individual
that statement itself was a joke
xd
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:12):
hahaha okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy go watch weedays k
at e hub
i dun want travel
i lazy!
unless you've car lah
hahahahaha
XD
mark says (15:12):
oh my thats what chris said to me
..............
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:12):
heh heh
mark says (15:13):
kk i ask chris if his free on weakdays :x
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:13):
he is
he 5pm knock off!
mark says (15:14):
u mean knock out hahaha
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:14):
not knock off meh
mark says (15:15):
his always damn tired when his job ends thus knock out haha
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:15):
orhhhhhhhh... no... when he sees us... he will have energy!!1
haha
mark says (15:16):
oooo a compliment
i'm flatter :x
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:19):
really
you're fatter?
I SEE
XD
mark says (15:20):
OI
u need buy specs la
hahaha
and its flattered... not fatter
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:21):
orh;;;; i saw fatter
XD
mark says (15:24):
.....
u seizing every chance to insult my weight
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:24):
hahahahhahahahahahahha
you're so nice to disturb
hope you won't get angry
i know you won't
cuz you know me since sec sch!
hahaha
mark says (15:25):
ofc i wont get angry, i'm not a girl
bwahahaha
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:25):
but disturbing you makes me happy
relieve stress
haha
what
you can say
mark says (15:25):
-.-
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:25):
i'm fat
i'll be very happy!
XD
mark says (15:25):
ok...
u are
F A T !
so fat that even the word f a t is literally f a t
Serene. earpiece ): says (15:26):
hahahahhahah
-_-
hahaha
mark says (15:27):
kahaha
I lost my belt on Char’s party night. :( My pretty, pretty belt. RAH. I was too drunk to notice! When I reached Mooshi’s house, then I realized.
My pink in-ear earpiece is spoilt! I’m struggling with another as substitution. It’s not as good as the one that’s spoilt lah; I need a new earpiece soon… zzz…
I was so afraid when I talk to her. HAHAHA! I tried to end the conversation as soon as I could. I hope she won’t ask me again. I’m afraid of myself. LOL!
That’s all for now; I’m gonna stay at home today and do some housework, some studying and perhaps a jog. :)
Oh, I'm not jogging liao; I just played volleyball with my brother!
I’ve to be much, much stronger; which I believe, I can. I thought Xiaohan will agree with me, but he said, “But he changed you. Changed you into a weak, not the rene who’s strong towards love.”
I don’t agree; or maybe a little. HAHA.
I’ve to thank him for teaching me lots of things. I’m still the same like yesterday and I’m telling you that I still am. When I’m not, I’ll tell you and I’m not sure when I’ll not be.
I won’t cry. I promise myself I will not let another teardrop falls.
So, what do I want now? Just meet me again before you leave, that’s all I want.
Right now, I’m gonna watch VCD and study! ^-^
;;terencee. heal the world (: says (14:44):
dont be silly la
-.-
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (14:45):
what
*censored*
you say i weak
haiz
;terencee. heal the world (: says (14:45):
u weak
haiz
so simple thing lor
why make until complicated?
-.-
[a lot of things are *C E N S O R E D*]
;terencee. heal the world (: says (14:55):
ok
i have no right to say anything.. but ya.. hope everything will be alright
*censored*
*censored*
*censored*
so ya
i know my word doesnt help thou
*censored*
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (14:57):
yeah i understand
*censored*
*censored*
;terencee. heal the world (: says (14:58):
u better dont
erm..
all i can say.. u better concentrate on your studies now
dont think here think there
u paid so much.. and now u thinking bgr.. its wrong
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (15:00):
hahahha yes master
you made me laugh
haha
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:01):
i will very angry and disappointed with u if u dont study hard
and i think your parent too
bgr... after grad den think about it
u lost so much time on bgr in ur poly days
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (15:01):
i will. don't worry. I'll not get involved in any BGR, k! (:
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:01):
dont repeat
say as easy huh..
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (15:02):
hahaha... then you do the same too!
you don't get involve too lah!
Haha
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:02):
u are a capable person
?
i nvr involve what
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (15:02):
okay... (: thank you. thanks (: i'll concentrate
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:03):
u are a capable person
u are smart..
dont waste
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (15:03):
(: thank you friend.
ahhha
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:04):
hope u feel better... i know wont heal that fast
but ya.. everyday past.. u let go abit
Serene. 是就是，不是就不是啦。哎哟！ says (15:04):
(:
where you went just now
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:05):
i went vivo buy things
why?
Haha
Serene. says (15:05):
with who
hahaha
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:05):
alone la
-.-
Serene. says (15:05):
orhhhhhhhhhh
buy what
hahhaa
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:05):
shade
LOL!!!
and a polo tee
Serene. says (15:05):
hahaha
so random
lol!
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:06):
haha
i love to go out myself and buy things
the feeling is nice
Serene. says (15:06):
hahahah i shouldn't cycle myself right?
emo hor?
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:06):
if u think it helps
why not?
Serene. says (15:07):
hahah okay, maybe i'll go next week!
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:07):
yeah
the best way to move on is to go out..
and friends
dont be alone.. when u are alone.. u think too much
Serene. says (15:08):
okay, then i shall ask someone to go cycling with me
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:08):
and yea...
MATHS def make u move on
Serene. says (15:08):
HAH I AGREE
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:08):
u must thanks 1234566
Serene. says (15:08):
HA
but now i scared econ
i gonna die!
haven't been listening in class
hahahahah
distracted
but
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:09):
See
Serene. says (15:09):
i'm gonna study today
after i blog
then i go jogging
then i will study
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:09):
distracted what?
Serene. says (15:09):
:D
haha
it's all because of one person
all these while
you know me
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:09):
u paid so much and go study him?
that your weak point
ur mom and dad def damn disappointed in u
ok.. shldnt nag u
Serene. says (15:10):
hahahaha thanks; you make me feel so much better
i have to get up
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:11):
yeah
i and him same huh... wanna give our gf the best
whahhahhahaha!!!
and i want my gf to be proud of me... and i think that every guys dream
yeah
Serene. says (15:13):
yeah... (: nice guys are annoying
lol!
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:13):
that why..
nan ren bu huai nv ren bu ai
whahaha
damn right!
Serene. says (15:13):
shi meh... hahaha
then why i still feel the same
lol
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:14):
wahah
no la
i anyhow only
Serene. says (15:14):
why do i like nice guys? hahaha
har narrrrrrrr
LOL!
so how
tmr
excited?
hahaha
XD
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:15):
what?
=x
Serene. says (15:15):
hhahhahaah
XD
i thought you went to vivo to buy gifts!
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:16):
no la
mad
i not so mad
blog now?
Serene. says (15:26):
hmmm
editing photos
thai trip
haa
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:26):
lol
ok
Serene. says (15:27):
xiaohan
thank you
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:27):
old fren dont need to say thank you la
Serene. says (15:27):
^^
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:33):
westlife - season in the sun
haha
old school but nice
Serene. says (15:34):
hahahhha!!!
you alwasy like this kinda songs
sometimes i like them too
like
hard to say i'm sorry
and
everytime you go away
haha
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:34):
haha
nice what
Serene. says (15:38):
hahahahha
YEAH
aiya
my bro asked me go down play volleyball with him
brb
*censored*
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:39):
Ok
Serene. says (15:39):
BTH
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:39):
?
go la
Serene. says (15:39):
*censored*
roll eyes
*censored*
Lol
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:39):
i know
go la
Serene. says (15:39):
*censored*
Ahhhhhhh
;terencee. heal the world (: says (15:40):
-.-
Dennis: jie jie, play volleyball with me.
Serene: huh, it’s gonna rain soon.
Dennis: play a while lah; wait till it really rains then we stop.
Serene: ask 二姐 play with you lah.
Dennis: Don’t want lah; you play better than her.
Serene: what?! She’s school team leh. I’m not.
***
Dennis: hey, it’s raining, but let’s play in the shelter k!
***
Dennis: hey, you dropped the ball down! Never mind, I’ll go get it, you wait here.
Serene: so, how do you serve? Like that?
Dennis: yeah, like that, like that, like that, then like that.
Serene: HAHA, okay, I get it.
***
Dennis: Billy Jean~ is not my lover~ she’s just the girl who claims that I am the one~ but the kid is not my son~ cuz this thriller!!! Thriller night~~
Serene: HAHAHA!!! Kimberly~ is not my lover.
LOL!!!
.
.
Serene: what’s that?
Dennis: it’s a chair, I like it.
Serene: but people threw that away already and it’s dirty.
Dennis: oh yeah hor, then I don’t want it anymore.
Serene: put it back where you found it.
Dennis: never mind lah… I’ll just leave it here.
Serene: why are you so irresponsible?
Dennis: okay lah, I’ll put it back.
=D
I just smiled to myself.
Dennis: do you have a boyfriend?
Serene: no.
Dennis: no? swear?
Serene: yes, swear. If I have, I'll tell you.
***
Serene: I’m tired… let’s go up.
Dennis: one more set.
Dennis: I said one more set of digging, not serving lah.
Playing with him is so fun, he always makes me laugh. :) I always play poker online with my siblings; it’s fun, I rather lose all my money to them or my friends. Heh.
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Okay, this entry is really long; 慢慢看。 LOL! Next up, my Thailand trip; like finally! YAY! =)
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On our way to Golden Mile to board the coach.
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Thai food at Golden Mile is awesome too! Authentic. XD
My all-time favourite.
cute picture. lol
I think I look like fox. HAHAHA.
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Yay!!!
My brother on Hatyai's tuk-tuk (taxi).
Hotel's lobby.
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Bak kut teh.
Really yummy Thai's version of you tiao; it's nicer.
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Our first-time full body Thai massage. It was really nice! Ticklish. HAHAHA!!! No wonder guys like to go for massage; they really touch you everywhere. LOL! If my husband wants to go, I'll go with him... cuz... I will jealous. WAHAHAHA!!!
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tuk-tuk, taxi!
This is chocolate ice.
Hair salon; I did treatment. HAHAHA! I wanted to do rebonding for fun; but, I don't wanna be so mean to my hair.
Really nice snack!!! :)
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On our way to Golden Mile to board the coach.
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Thai food at Golden Mile is awesome too! Authentic. XD
My all-time favourite.
cute picture. lol
I think I look like fox. HAHAHA.
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So, how was my experience on the coach?! My neck hurts. I don't like to take coach! OMG... It was our first time anyway. It was a last minute decision, so... Hmmm... we probably couldn't get air tickets; heard from my cousin that taking coach is fine, so we took it!
We had to wake up so many times! Our departing time was 18:00 and we reached Hatyai at only 08:00... It's like... OMG CAN. HAHAHA; about 16 hours.
We had to get down at Singapore departure point, Malaysia's entrance, Malaysia's departure point and Thailand entrance. OMG! Our luggages were quite heavy too; pissed lah... HAHAHA!!!
We didn't really get to sleep throughout the whole journey. The coach stopped too many times. So, after reaching, we were darn tired. But, we still went shopping! ^^
We had to wake up so many times! Our departing time was 18:00 and we reached Hatyai at only 08:00... It's like... OMG CAN. HAHAHA; about 16 hours.
We had to get down at Singapore departure point, Malaysia's entrance, Malaysia's departure point and Thailand entrance. OMG! Our luggages were quite heavy too; pissed lah... HAHAHA!!!
We didn't really get to sleep throughout the whole journey. The coach stopped too many times. So, after reaching, we were darn tired. But, we still went shopping! ^^
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Yay!!!
My brother on Hatyai's tuk-tuk (taxi).
Hotel's lobby.
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Bak kut teh.
Really yummy Thai's version of you tiao; it's nicer.
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Our first-time full body Thai massage. It was really nice! Ticklish. HAHAHA!!! No wonder guys like to go for massage; they really touch you everywhere. LOL! If my husband wants to go, I'll go with him... cuz... I will jealous. WAHAHAHA!!!
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tuk-tuk, taxi!
This is chocolate ice.
Hair salon; I did treatment. HAHAHA! I wanted to do rebonding for fun; but, I don't wanna be so mean to my hair.
Really nice snack!!! :)
Okay, that's all. I'll stop here first. :)
Nice song here; I think I know now... what it means when people say, "My heart is always with you; with the person I love."
I Choose You - Mario
Heh, you know
Someone loses someone they love everyday
And I'm fortunate to still have you in my life
'Cause I know I made some mistakes in the past but
I'm tired of making excuses
Listen
For whatever might have been
And all that it never was
Whatever I couldn't see
And all that I didn't want
There was a method to my madness girl
That wasn't clear to me
Until the day I saw your face
When I saw everything
For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain
And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain
And I saw time passing but we did not change
And I still saw us together at the end of every day
Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I felt you inside myself
Before I could even feel
I knew you like no one else
But still I couldn't tell, Oh
Girl, none of it made sense to me
Girl, none of it was real
Until the day I saw your face
And it was clear to see
Whenever you want it (Whenever you want it)
Whenever you need it (Whenever you need it, baby)
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it (You better believe it)
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no (Oh, no)
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you (I choose you, baby)
I choose you (I choose you, girl)
I choose you
I choose you (You know that I choose you)
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
Throughout our times, people have searched their lives
Hoping that they might find the chance where they can make things right
Through my desire, thank God I found the fire
Oh, for everything has led me straight to you (Youuuu....)
Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it (Baby)
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it (Oh, you better believe it)
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you (Yeah, oh baby darling)
I choose you (Said I'm choosing you)
I choose you (Oh baby baby)
I choose you (Girl I made up my mind)
I choose you (And I choose you)
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
So, what’s the good thing that you wanna tell me? Tell me soon; don’t let me wait too long. :)
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Charissa Guan Shi Xian.
My head hurts and I’m shivering and… I feel like vomiting but I don’t feel like vomiting. Is this hangover? I’ve never drank so much before.
It’s 08:05 now. I spent the night at Mooshi’s. I forgot to bring my keys. How dumb.
I remembered I was so pissed with her last night, but I’d be fine after I calm down, I know. She’s one of the most important person to me, how can I hurt her? I think I hate her ‘that one’ even more now.
I cab there instead and she insisted that she wanted to come pick me up.
I didn’t know time can pass by so fast. I reached at like 11pm and suddenly, it was 3am. I take back the ‘swear’ thing. I didn’t get to dance at all; just drank and drank and I just slept on Pris. Thanks Pris so much, you’re so sweet. You girls are awesome; Char, Ling Yu and Pris.
I vomited quite a bit. My tummy hurts now. Perhaps that’s why I’m shivering now? Haha. I feel so damn calm now lah; if someone is to hit me right now, I’ll not have the strength to fight back but the strength to continue typing.
I just wanna let it all out.
I didn’t get to see how Butter looks like. LOL! How lame. Ah, I wanted to dance, but I didn’t get to. Blame it on myself.
And, and… I text all my friends whom I recently contacted. -_- I just read my SENT BOX. I didn’t know which person I clicked but I know I sent text to almost 10 friends; talk nonsense one lah. Lol.
It wasn’t embarrassing cuz I didn’t do funny actions or whatnots; I just sleep all the way and my head was spinning… -_-
Thanks Yong and Pris for bringing me to the river there. HAHA! I had nothing to vomit already; but I felt like vomiting. Other than that, I can’t remember. I said a lot of things, I supposed and tears always falls down for no reason; or perhaps I know the reason. HAHA.
Mooshi and her sis came to pick me to their house; spent the night there. I said so many things; so many. I’ve no idea what I said. Argh, annoying. But it’s okay; there were just them.
Oh, I think I talked nonsense to Pris and Yong too. HAHAHA! ROLL EYES. I think I called a few people too; OMG FUCK. I can't remember. :( I remember what I did, not what I said. ARGH.
I thought I’d feel better after everything, but it’s not! ARRRGGGHHH… Hangover damn it!!!
I gotta go school later; tap my card!!! If not, my attendance will be below 75% and I can’t sit for exams! BLAH.
I’m just so damn emotional, for don’t know what reasons; or maybe I know lah.
I am so stubborn; one of the most stubborn fella in the world! I HATE IT.
I love you Char, I’ll miss you. Timmy is so sweet; he’s going there with you for 6 weeks; how nice! Why do you have to go?! You’re so mean to Timmy. LOL :D tell me when you’re flying again, I’ll look for you.
Gotta go bathe and perhaps outing with my lovely Fer and Gary, or maybe not if I don’t feel well.
It’s 08:05 now. I spent the night at Mooshi’s. I forgot to bring my keys. How dumb.
I remembered I was so pissed with her last night, but I’d be fine after I calm down, I know. She’s one of the most important person to me, how can I hurt her? I think I hate her ‘that one’ even more now.
I cab there instead and she insisted that she wanted to come pick me up.
I didn’t know time can pass by so fast. I reached at like 11pm and suddenly, it was 3am. I take back the ‘swear’ thing. I didn’t get to dance at all; just drank and drank and I just slept on Pris. Thanks Pris so much, you’re so sweet. You girls are awesome; Char, Ling Yu and Pris.
I vomited quite a bit. My tummy hurts now. Perhaps that’s why I’m shivering now? Haha. I feel so damn calm now lah; if someone is to hit me right now, I’ll not have the strength to fight back but the strength to continue typing.
I just wanna let it all out.
I didn’t get to see how Butter looks like. LOL! How lame. Ah, I wanted to dance, but I didn’t get to. Blame it on myself.
And, and… I text all my friends whom I recently contacted. -_- I just read my SENT BOX. I didn’t know which person I clicked but I know I sent text to almost 10 friends; talk nonsense one lah. Lol.
It wasn’t embarrassing cuz I didn’t do funny actions or whatnots; I just sleep all the way and my head was spinning… -_-
Thanks Yong and Pris for bringing me to the river there. HAHA! I had nothing to vomit already; but I felt like vomiting. Other than that, I can’t remember. I said a lot of things, I supposed and tears always falls down for no reason; or perhaps I know the reason. HAHA.
Mooshi and her sis came to pick me to their house; spent the night there. I said so many things; so many. I’ve no idea what I said. Argh, annoying. But it’s okay; there were just them.
Oh, I think I talked nonsense to Pris and Yong too. HAHAHA! ROLL EYES. I think I called a few people too; OMG FUCK. I can't remember. :( I remember what I did, not what I said. ARGH.
I thought I’d feel better after everything, but it’s not! ARRRGGGHHH… Hangover damn it!!!
I gotta go school later; tap my card!!! If not, my attendance will be below 75% and I can’t sit for exams! BLAH.
I’m just so damn emotional, for don’t know what reasons; or maybe I know lah.
I am so stubborn; one of the most stubborn fella in the world! I HATE IT.
I love you Char, I’ll miss you. Timmy is so sweet; he’s going there with you for 6 weeks; how nice! Why do you have to go?! You’re so mean to Timmy. LOL :D tell me when you’re flying again, I’ll look for you.
Gotta go bathe and perhaps outing with my lovely Fer and Gary, or maybe not if I don’t feel well.
Friday, July 03, 2009
When You Look Me In The Eyes.
I had driving this morning. So far, driving has been alright. I hope I pass when 17th August comes. If I do, I’m gonna love myself so much. HAHA! I scared I kan chiong. ROLL EYES. Hmmm…
Mooshi drove to my place yesterday night after her work. She said she wanna have a talk. She reached at 11pm, almost 12am. Darn, I had driving at 8am… if not, I could stay longer! We went to Pasir Ris beach. HAHAHA! We both are emo kids. LOL! ROLL EYES.
I love the night lights. They make me feel as if the night will last forever.
I was really tired, but with her beside me, I just enjoy every moment. She had problems of her own and when she’s with me, she doesn’t cry. I’m her 力量。HAHAHA!!!
Haiya… tsk tsk, I don’t know what to say. She told me she’d cry once she reached home. I asked her to put sanitary pad on her eyes. LOL! I don’t know why I’d think of such nonsense.
It’s really hard to find someone who understands you inside-out. When they look you in the eyes, hear your voice or whatnots; Sometimes they tell you things you don’t even know. Like… while I was talking to Xiaohan on the phone, I didn’t laugh or what… I was just talking normally. He said, “Someone is very happy leh.”
HAHAHA! I didn’t realize that. Yes, it’s a relieve yet… yet… yet what? I don’t know. HAHAHA! I just have no comment on anything.
"I don't feel like crying anymore," She told me. My heart hurts like fuck.
A relationship is a pillar to lean on; not a burden. If it's a burden, I will leave. I'm already suffering now; what for I go in a relationship to suffer more? It doesn't make sense to me. I don't understand why... We love that person, yet we say mean things to hurt their feelings... why? Why do you have to hurt the person you love? To lie to them... to be mean to them... all for their own good? BULLSHIT. ARGH.
No school today. :D I’m going for Char’s party later at Butter. ^-^ It’s Mad hatter theme. Darn it, I don’t have a hat! LOL! I’ll be going with Pris! ^-^ I’m so looking forward. But, I don’t have flat boots yet. :( means I’ve to wear heels lor. :( dance my heart out, I SWEAR.
I know that has nothing to do with me, but just shut up. I’m sorry. LOL!
When I grow old, will I wear those clothes which those aunties are wearing? When I grow old, will I listen to oldies? I think R&B will become oldies. LOL! I can’t imagine myself wearing those clothes!!! RAHHH… Perhaps what we’re wearing now will become AUNTIE CLOTHES. Heh heh.
I met quite a few new friends and many of them are so interested about how my parents met. HAHAHA! Old friends too!
Mom worked at this departmental store / shopping center in BKK, I think; or maybe Hatyai. I can’t remember. Then after Dad graduated from university, he went for 1 week holiday with his friends (guys & girls). He met my Mom there and Mom told me she still remembers that Dad bought a green top from her.
Since that day, Dad went back to that shop EVERY DAY throughout his stay there! Mom’s colleagues teased her and she just brushed them off.
Oh… I show you my Mom’s picture when she was my age k… wait ah… I scan…
When Mom was 22; she was with Dad already…
Mom told me that Dad liked pretty girls. HAHA!!! All Dad’s ex-girlfriends are very pretty, but Mom said she’s the prettiest. HAHAHA!!! Mom is so like me… or rather, I talk so like her. HAHAHA!!! XD
Dad’s last day in BKK, he went over to Mom and asked, “What’s your name?”
LOL!!! XD I can’t imagine Dad doing that. HAHAHAHA!!! So funnayyyyyyyyy… Mom understood simple expressions only… Then Dad asked for her address; old times mah… no email, no skype, no MSN, phone calls expensive!!!
After that when Dad came back to Singapore, he wrote letters to Mom in English, sent to translation centre and sent to Mom. Mom wrote letters to him in Thai, sent to translation centre then sent to Dad. HAHAHA!!! DOPE right?!!?!?!?!
These went on for 2 years and finally… Dad, not a romantic man, he asked Mom in letter, “You want to come to Singapore and stay with me?”
What he meant was, asking her to marry him lah. HAHAHA!!!
Mom came to Singapore. She told me, “I don’t know why I chose to come lah. I didn’t know your Dad that well. I don’t know what’s his occupation and everything. He tried to tell me but I didn’t understand. He said it’s something to do with the law, so I thought he was a lawyer. HAHAHA!!! If your Dad was a bad guy, he’d probably done something to me at that time. But a girl like me, no education, no income, no nothing… your Dad also wants… I’m very lucky to meet him!”
No I think Dad is lucky to meet her too! She’s an awesome cook, pretty mother, awesome wife who doesn’t spend money anyhow or go out with her friends very often. She’s an awesome Mom! ^-^
Dad’s family didn’t approve of their marriage initially then cuz Mom is Thai; well, perhaps they had bad impression of Thais and afraid that Mom was a bad woman. Dad moved out of the house to stay with Mom. WEEE HEEE… LOL!
Oh, Dad and Mom got married in Thailand. It was a Thai marriage. HAHA cool right… next time maybe I’ll do Indian marriage. HAHAHA… no lah, just kidding!
Dope hor, my parents. LOL! Really fated to be together one. HAHAHA!!!
Everyone watches Transformers already, NO FAIR; mooshi, Nick W., Gary & Fer… all caught it! RAHHH…
To: the person who’s going to watch transformers with me;
NEXT WEEK (TUES or WED) after my class kayyyyyyyyyy… PLEASE… ;D
That’s all! I’m gonna study before heading out at night.
"Hui Xin ah... you really think too much. Haiz, can you stop thinking too much? Some things are so simple, don't make it so complicated."
Mooshi drove to my place yesterday night after her work. She said she wanna have a talk. She reached at 11pm, almost 12am. Darn, I had driving at 8am… if not, I could stay longer! We went to Pasir Ris beach. HAHAHA! We both are emo kids. LOL! ROLL EYES.
I love the night lights. They make me feel as if the night will last forever.
I was really tired, but with her beside me, I just enjoy every moment. She had problems of her own and when she’s with me, she doesn’t cry. I’m her 力量。HAHAHA!!!
Haiya… tsk tsk, I don’t know what to say. She told me she’d cry once she reached home. I asked her to put sanitary pad on her eyes. LOL! I don’t know why I’d think of such nonsense.
It’s really hard to find someone who understands you inside-out. When they look you in the eyes, hear your voice or whatnots; Sometimes they tell you things you don’t even know. Like… while I was talking to Xiaohan on the phone, I didn’t laugh or what… I was just talking normally. He said, “Someone is very happy leh.”
HAHAHA! I didn’t realize that. Yes, it’s a relieve yet… yet… yet what? I don’t know. HAHAHA! I just have no comment on anything.
"I don't feel like crying anymore," She told me. My heart hurts like fuck.
A relationship is a pillar to lean on; not a burden. If it's a burden, I will leave. I'm already suffering now; what for I go in a relationship to suffer more? It doesn't make sense to me. I don't understand why... We love that person, yet we say mean things to hurt their feelings... why? Why do you have to hurt the person you love? To lie to them... to be mean to them... all for their own good? BULLSHIT. ARGH.
No school today. :D I’m going for Char’s party later at Butter. ^-^ It’s Mad hatter theme. Darn it, I don’t have a hat! LOL! I’ll be going with Pris! ^-^ I’m so looking forward. But, I don’t have flat boots yet. :( means I’ve to wear heels lor. :( dance my heart out, I SWEAR.
I know that has nothing to do with me, but just shut up. I’m sorry. LOL!
When I grow old, will I wear those clothes which those aunties are wearing? When I grow old, will I listen to oldies? I think R&B will become oldies. LOL! I can’t imagine myself wearing those clothes!!! RAHHH… Perhaps what we’re wearing now will become AUNTIE CLOTHES. Heh heh.
I met quite a few new friends and many of them are so interested about how my parents met. HAHAHA! Old friends too!
Mom worked at this departmental store / shopping center in BKK, I think; or maybe Hatyai. I can’t remember. Then after Dad graduated from university, he went for 1 week holiday with his friends (guys & girls). He met my Mom there and Mom told me she still remembers that Dad bought a green top from her.
Since that day, Dad went back to that shop EVERY DAY throughout his stay there! Mom’s colleagues teased her and she just brushed them off.
Oh… I show you my Mom’s picture when she was my age k… wait ah… I scan…
When Mom was 22; she was with Dad already…
Mom told me that Dad liked pretty girls. HAHA!!! All Dad’s ex-girlfriends are very pretty, but Mom said she’s the prettiest. HAHAHA!!! Mom is so like me… or rather, I talk so like her. HAHAHA!!! XD
Dad’s last day in BKK, he went over to Mom and asked, “What’s your name?”
LOL!!! XD I can’t imagine Dad doing that. HAHAHAHA!!! So funnayyyyyyyyy… Mom understood simple expressions only… Then Dad asked for her address; old times mah… no email, no skype, no MSN, phone calls expensive!!!
After that when Dad came back to Singapore, he wrote letters to Mom in English, sent to translation centre and sent to Mom. Mom wrote letters to him in Thai, sent to translation centre then sent to Dad. HAHAHA!!! DOPE right?!!?!?!?!
These went on for 2 years and finally… Dad, not a romantic man, he asked Mom in letter, “You want to come to Singapore and stay with me?”
What he meant was, asking her to marry him lah. HAHAHA!!!
Mom came to Singapore. She told me, “I don’t know why I chose to come lah. I didn’t know your Dad that well. I don’t know what’s his occupation and everything. He tried to tell me but I didn’t understand. He said it’s something to do with the law, so I thought he was a lawyer. HAHAHA!!! If your Dad was a bad guy, he’d probably done something to me at that time. But a girl like me, no education, no income, no nothing… your Dad also wants… I’m very lucky to meet him!”
No I think Dad is lucky to meet her too! She’s an awesome cook, pretty mother, awesome wife who doesn’t spend money anyhow or go out with her friends very often. She’s an awesome Mom! ^-^
Dad’s family didn’t approve of their marriage initially then cuz Mom is Thai; well, perhaps they had bad impression of Thais and afraid that Mom was a bad woman. Dad moved out of the house to stay with Mom. WEEE HEEE… LOL!
Oh, Dad and Mom got married in Thailand. It was a Thai marriage. HAHA cool right… next time maybe I’ll do Indian marriage. HAHAHA… no lah, just kidding!
Dope hor, my parents. LOL! Really fated to be together one. HAHAHA!!!
Everyone watches Transformers already, NO FAIR; mooshi, Nick W., Gary & Fer… all caught it! RAHHH…
To: the person who’s going to watch transformers with me;
NEXT WEEK (TUES or WED) after my class kayyyyyyyyyy… PLEASE… ;D
That’s all! I’m gonna study before heading out at night.
When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
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;terencee. says (01:26):
irritating
=x
hard to say sorry?
lol
u mean sorry seems to be the hardest word?
lol
Serene. says (01:27):
what
it's a song
you listen
;terencee. says (01:27):
hhaa
why so random?
Serene. says (01:27):
i dunno
it's nice
don't you think
;terencee. says (01:28):
listening
sim got pretty boys?
Serene. says (01:31):
got
hahaha
;terencee. says (01:31):
hahahaha
got any caught your eyes?
Serene. says (01:31):
got
hahaha
got 1
;terencee. says (01:31):
who who?
Serene. says (01:31):
i dunno his name
in my lecture one
but i just look
that's all
handsome, cannot eat.
;terencee. says (01:31):
cool manz
Serene. says (01:31):
nice or not that song
;terencee. says (01:32):
ok only
=x
Serene. says (01:32):
roll eyes
haha
;terencee. says (01:32):
u think i should go the freshman orientation?
Serene. says (01:33):
yes
;terencee. says (01:34):
i dunnoe
i'm anti social
lol
i mean guys go is advantage la
can know more girls
whahaha
Serene. says (01:35):
hahaha
just go lah
roll eyes
;terencee. says (01:35):
dont like leh
hahahaha
Serene. says (01:36):
just go
hahaha
a few hours only
not happy go home
;terencee. says (01:36):
u think what guy should do in first date?
Serene. says (01:36):
hmmm
ok hmmm
ask her what she wearing
;terencee. says (01:36):
need to buy gift?
Serene. says (01:36):
no
no need buy gift
;terencee. says (01:36):
wjahahaha
Serene. says (01:37):
ask her what she wearing
then
;terencee. says (01:37):
why ask her what she wearing?
Serene. says (01:37):
hmmm then you won't go outta theme
for eg
later she go out with you
she wear those
hahahahhahah
ask her what is she comfortable in
;terencee. says (01:37):
i swear.. i anyhow wear manz
too extreme
lol
Serene. says (01:37):
aiyah
tsk
just ask her... hmmmm
i dunno
;terencee. says (01:38):
somemore?
Serene. says (01:38):
up to you
then hmmm
cannot be late
NEVER
lol
;terencee. says (01:38):
wah
Serene. says (01:38):
must be on time
tho she will late
;terencee. says (01:38):
this one..
tt time i waited for her for 1.5 hr manz
damn
Serene. says (01:38):
wah
she buay pai seh?
hahaha
;terencee. says (01:38):
wahhaha
Serene. says (01:38):
but just dun be late lah
haha
i dunno her well
so yeah
;terencee. says (01:39):
meet 11am
she come at 1+
-.-
Serene. says (01:39):
i don't know
your vic
not mine
hahaha
;terencee. says (01:39):
some more?
Serene. says (01:39):
then hmmmmm
DON'T WALK SO FAST
;terencee. says (01:39):
eh
i'm slow now ok
Serene. says (01:39):
hahahahah
that's good
i train you
hahaha
then hmmm... talk to her lah; tell her about yourself but also rmb to ask her about herself
;terencee. says (01:40):
aiya.. i think hor.. first date.. i wanna be myself
Serene. says (01:40):
yeah
then why you ask me
hahah
;terencee. says (01:40):
hahahaha
Serene. says (01:40):
-_-
;terencee. says (01:40):
curious
really
so hard
Serene. says (01:40):
yeah... hahahha
;terencee. says (01:40):
very tiring
Serene. says (01:40):
not hard lah
just be yourself
comfortable = good
;terencee. says (01:40):
ya la
LOL
Serene. says (01:40):
if she doesn't like it = HER LOSS
hahaha
but, you've to pay
;terencee. says (01:40):
-.-
Serene. says (01:40):
hahahaha
;terencee. says (01:41):
42++
omg
whahaha
Serene. says (01:41):
hahaa
;terencee. says (01:41):
but ok la
affordable
Serene. says (01:41):
WAH I NEVER HAD SUCH MEALS WITH XIAOHAN B4444444444
ROLL EYES
ok
hmmmm
then send her home lah
;terencee. says (01:41):
just friend
Serene. says (01:41):
that should be all
;terencee. says (01:41):
too extreme manz
Serene. says (01:41):
what thing too extreme
;terencee. says (01:41):
send her home
Serene. says (01:41):
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
if late
lol
;terencee. says (01:42):
ya la
if late
but i dont see why we can go until so late
yeah
wish me luck ok
hahaha
Serene. says (01:46):
when the date?
haha
;terencee. says (01:46):
monday
6jul
Serene. says (01:46):
woo hoo
tell me how is it
haha
eh still long lah
haha
;terencee. says (01:46):
hahahahaha
hope u forgt
=x
Serene. says (01:46):
i won't
i go write down
aiya
dun need
if you want, you tell
ok
i dun kpo
haha
;terencee. says (01:47):
lol!!!
she's smart
smu biz
tmd
=x
so smart
Serene. says (01:47):
no
how about
mugger
lol
;terencee. says (01:48):
haha
too bad.. smu no engineering
Serene. says (01:51):
hahahahhahaha
TOO BADDDDDDDDDD
;terencee. says (01:52):
not slping?
Serene. says (01:52):
i'm going now!
good night!
;terencee. says (01:52):
hahaha
good night
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